In this Value Verses conversation, healing researcher Harald Kautz walks Niels Ramaekers through his model of trauma and self-healing — why the soul becomes a trapped observer, how entities and the shadow are integral to creation, the difference between self-healing and other-healing, the four levels at which a problem can live (psyche, add-ons, past lives/epigenetics, and biochemistry), and why technology blocks our natural abilities while a raised frequency can protect us. The throughline: you cannot force healing on anyone — you can only offer inspiration and act as a mirror.
The transcript below is the episode’s English audio, transcribed from the YouTube captions and corrected for punctuation, capitalization and speaker turns. It is a faithful record of what was said — not a paraphrase or summary.
Transcript
Harald: Are we all real souls here having a human experience? From my experience, most of us have a real soul background, but many of us have chucked them out of existence. So the soul is somehow attached, but more in the function of an observer. In a cinema you see a movie — it’s happening, you can’t intervene, because your avatar is completely hooked to a control mode where he is played, and the soul cannot influence the outcome of his deeds anymore, because it doesn’t get access to the system. The only entry point is the heart chakra. If that is blocked, the soul has nothing.
Niels: So in this time you have a good hope and belief of — that’s why you give so much intention to healing?
Harald: I’ve got a good feeling for myself, because I know my resonance field, and there’s no space for too much suffering in my resonance field. So I’m completely relaxed and at ease on that end — unless my soul decides to stay with those who suffer. Because I don’t mind to be in heavy emotions; I can handle them. For me, pain is as welcome as joy. So maybe my soul decides to travel through a lower vibrational plane to be there for the people who need me. I don’t know. I haven’t decided consciously, and I don’t know exactly what my soul plan is.
Niels: And what about healing with entities? Because I have a lot of other people that don’t heal with entities. When you heal traumas without the entities involved, are you actually taking the trauma away initially, or are all traumas just linked within entities somehow?
Harald: Normally, first you have a trauma, then you have an energetic wound — a low-energetic area in the body, which is offering the space for an entity to place itself in there, basically to help heal the trauma. Because the entity’s duty is to trigger the topic back into consciousness. When you grow up in a bad family and you’re not allowed to express anger — and when you express anger you’re completely punished and destroyed by your parents — you will expel that quality from your system. Then you have a huge gap in your belly, because this is a destroyed, injured region of your bioenergetic field. And then probably some archon with a specialized ability to be angry will position himself there, and will live the anger for you. He will create such a mess in your life that you will be forced to take care of it at a certain point, to get this anger under control again. And when you take responsibility and control — to express your anger under divine consciousness again — the entity will leave. So it’s like in literature: it is the force that always wishes bad and creates the good. In German, that part of the force that desires bad and creates good.
Niels: And how do you see them? They are spiritual, right — they’re not real, but they need to be seen or felt in order for them to be taken and sent to the light?
Harald: Evil is necessary; it’s an integral part of creation. If you create unconsciousness by traumatization, automatically you have a shadow. And the shadow is forcing you to shed light on those areas — then it disappears. It’s not an enemy; it’s a friend at the end of the day. Unless you are in that struggle we call duality — this is just a phase, it’s not an eternal concept.
Niels: A big question — we talked about this previously, but maybe for the watchers — you really can astral project in the end, right? You are one of the first people I met that really can do this. Like a black belt: you can project yourself as a soul into this astral plane and do whatever you want. I’m curious about your perception regarding this.
Harald: No, no — rather the opposite. I refused those possibilities to the point where they came naturally. I know a lot of people who do not have the spiritual standing to travel safely, but they force themselves into the experience of traveling into the astral, and they meet all sorts of demons and get crushed by them. Then they get back into the body afterwards, traumatized a hundred times worse than actually necessary, because they overestimated where they can go without getting crushed. And I skipped those types of experience. I just decided not to travel until it came naturally.
Niels: So you’re going to sleep and then — boom — you astral project? You’re not loose and dreaming, you are projecting?
Harald: I hear it from other people. I hear that people call me during their dreams, and I appear in their dreams and do the same type of work I do during the daytime. And then I get quotes from myself of what I do — and it’s exactly what I would have said. It’s so funny. So apparently I do astral project in the nighttime, but I have zero memory and zero consciousness of it. It’s just a service done by my higher self.
Niels: So no rest for you?
Harald: Not for my higher self. I get pretty good rest. What I do have sometimes — you know, the concept of self-healing is almost perfect. Sometimes it needs a hand. For example, if someone is captured in this phase of stubborn, childish stubbornness, where you do not have a will — you just wish the opposite of what is expected from you. Some people get stuck in that phase. If you look at the bioenergetics, you have this ball of solar-plexus energies that has fear, will and anger in it. It’s outside of the body, to the left, hovering at the height of the solar plexus. Normally you would say this is something easy to fix: you take the ball, push it back in, and integrate it. But if you have someone that is in this state and you suggest it to him, he will not be able to do it, because he will seek the opposite of what you suggest. This is the mechanism of having this ball out there. If someone tells them, “What would you think about doing this?” — they would automatically seek the opposite, because they’re stuck in this childish developmental phase. And this is an endless story: they can get 80 or 90 years old and will still be stuck in this stubbornness.
And then it does make sense to accept the request: “Can you help me to reintegrate my will from that stupid position? I acknowledge that I am a stubborn person who always goes to the opposite of what is expected from me — no matter if it’s good or bad. I self-destroy over that principle. I want to finish that, but I can’t, because it’s blocking itself.” And then, if the one is in the room, you go there, you get a sensation for that yellow ball that is sitting on the side, you gently take it, press it into the main axis position, and you say: “Now you have the possibility to integrate it.” The decision to keep it there is then done by his own will. The service to push it in is a hand that this human just needs, because he can’t fix it himself at that point. This is one of the very few things where other-healing is essential — where it’s not the self that fixes itself.
Normally I would say: we all sit in this beautiful cinema; we are projectors on the seats, and we project a shared vision onto the screen, which we call reality. Self-healing is the projector acknowledging that a screw is a little bit loose, and he fixes himself as a projector. That is self-healing. Other-healing is an avatar on the screen trying to fumble around on another avatar on the screen — but none of the projectors is touched. So you would not expect a change in the projector; you would expect a temporary change in the avatar. But it’s not substantial; it’s not fixed on the quantum level, not in the real realm. This is the difference between self-healing and other-healing. So you will always prefer self-healing over other-healing.
Niels: This is what we need in our healing — and especially in Belgium, and wherever, the whole world needs it. I hope you’re ready to spread it somehow, or to teach what you’re doing already.
Harald: Yeah, this is what we try to explore, research and teach on all levels. It has two ends. One end is the big field of protocols — things that are appearing over and over again. The structure of a trauma is always the same: it is something you felt and did not express; what it needs is the expression. A soul split: there was something too heavy to feel, so you cut yourself off from your own emotion, and there’s a cut in your system — still, everything is in place. A soul loss: something was so intense that an aspect of your spirit left the body to not experience this, and he’s still out — but he’s self-aware. He’s a split aspect of your being that appears as you in the moment of traumatization, but the soul loss needs to be called back in. Because he is self-aware, he needs to agree to be reintegrated, and then you can pull him in.
Niels: What just happened actually — that was a self-aware aspect?
Harald: Yes. And these are the core archetypes of healing: trauma, split, and soul loss. You can find it as a repetitive structure with all sorts of problems. This is the part where you can write protocols — how do you solve a trauma, how do you fix a split, and how do you reintegrate a soul loss. You can write protocols how to do it, and they work.
And then it’s getting more complicated. Once you have the damage done to your bioenergetics, you have all the add-ons that come in: you have personalities that are built; you invite archetypes from the collective that try to fix a bug that happened on the road; you have body armor; you have implants. So you have a long list of add-ons that try to keep your system running while being broken. And sometimes the temporary fix is in the way when you try to achieve real healing — so you have to remove the add-on to be able to come to the lower level of healing, where you actually work on your original bioenergetics. This is one level of protocols that are evolving.
And then you have the problem when things, with their primary reason, lie deep in the past. Some things you cannot fix in this lifetime just by looking at this lifetime — sometimes you have to look at previous lifetimes to find the core trauma to solve. You go back to another lifetime. Or you have epigenetics, with problems coming from your family tree, that your grandparents experienced — but you have the signature of their experience in your genetics. Then you have to look at the epigenetics and your family line. And if you’re really clever, you combine the two: you see the line of incarnations in your own family, and then you understand your entire karmic cycle. This is the third level — going back into the past, solving the problems at the point where they originate from.
And then you have, at the fourth level, the biochemistry of your body, that sometimes can form a vicious cycle. So you solve the psychological soul-aspect of a problem, but once it has expressed itself in psychosomatic disease, they self-stabilize and get stuck in a vicious cycle. Then you need to go to environmental medicine to remove the block that is establishing the vicious cycle — or find the weakest point of the vicious cycle and cut it, to bring it back into self-organization. This is the entire knowledge. Half of it is expressible in protocols, and half of it is very personal and needs to be taken with pure intuitive approaches. You face someone with a problem that is absolutely unique, and you need to learn to trust your intuitive powers to find a path out — not for you to apply, but for him to apply on himself. Still, it needs a clear mind to mirror and guide a troubled mind through the process. Like right now: we did a process, many processes today.
Niels: Many people really need this worldwide — even in Belgium, it’s crazy how much it is needed. How can people get involved? How can we do this on our own, or how can we let the needle go forward in some way?
Harald: I don’t know yet how we can do that. For the last years I completely focused on Germany, because I was overwhelmed with work — first serving all the people that found me. I never advertised anything; it was all coming to me by mouth-to-mouth propaganda. And then I realized it’s getting too much for me, because I was booked 24/7. So I realized: now I have to educate other people in doing the job of leading someone through. Since then I’m basically every weekend on a seminar to teach the method, just focusing on German territory. And now it started coming in with invitations from Switzerland, from Austria, from North Italy — and now from Belgium. So I have to put Germany into the hands of those who are already fully educated, and start teaching it in English, to reach other countries. I don’t know yet how I’m going to do that. Maybe I can try to do it online — online seminars. But I don’t know if it’s possible, because some things just communicate well if you are in physical presence. So maybe it’s going to be a combination: doing a little of the way online, but then inviting people to a central place.
Niels: And where can people find your content? Aquarius Technologies website, your BitChute?
Harald: It’s not from me, but it’s all the content that is online. It’s not deleted by YouTube, because I got fully shadow-banned on it. They released a lot of things again, on other channels. And then we have timeloopsolution.com, where you have all the data to detox the transhumanistic technologies. The covid-related products I got from BioPure. Wellan is the original producer; BioPure is just trading the same stuff for the same price.
So I think what needs to be communicated the most is that things are on a good path at the moment. Humanity has achieved things in quality that looked unachievable for a long time. This is something we can celebrate every day — achievements in quality. In quantity, it’s still a mess. And this is a function of the mental. Because when you look at the function of a mental field — it’s for future prediction. It records experience from the past, projects the experience into the future, to be capable of making predictions: what can I do to achieve a certain result? And it is done by echoes. You echo past experience into the future, overlaying different echoes to be capable of predicting a certain result you want to achieve.
Niels: Like rings in the water.
Harald: Like different rings in the water. But the physicality of it is the echo, and it doesn’t go beyond the echo. And this is the stupid reason why someone who is stuck in the mental is close to incapable of coming out of it: because he can just echo. He can echo all the stuff that he used to process in that traumatized state, and there is no creative impulse coming in to enable him to make a creative decision to alter his path. Because you need the heart consciousness to set that impulse. And once the heart is canceled out from the game, you can just continue in the echo, and you do not have any essential healing process being started — until the heart sets this impulse. This is what you did with your lecture — just for me.
Niels: No, I did nothing. You did it.
Harald: I did it for me, consciously going there. You just delivered an inspiration. And this is all you can essentially do: share your experience as an inspiration, and then other souls can take the decision to follow the inspiration. You cannot do more. Everything that is more is actually counterproductive, because you disempower people when you try to achieve more than inspiration.
Niels: What do you mean?
Harald: If I start to want things for you, I deprive you from your will, and whatever experience you go through is happening on a diminished spectrum — it’s not your entire soul that is participating in the process. What we have as the most beautiful pattern is: you understand where you stand, you understand the story you come from, you draw a landscape of where you are at that moment. Then you form an intention — the intention of getting somewhere else, of healing yourself from where you maneuvered yourself into. Then you take the intention to your stomach, and you check: do I really want to fulfill this intention, to bring it into life? Do I want it, or do I collide with anger or fear instead? If it’s anger, you’re still sitting on a projection, giving the blame to someone else. If it’s fear, you’re not in the state of being self-responsible yet — you might still be a child that is not initiated, that is looking for daddy’s commands, being afraid of disobeying instead of being afraid of the real danger.
So let’s assume you find the will. Then you take intention and will to your heart, and you make a decision, and then you have an action following the decision. This is how you involve your entire potential of field-structures into a process: you take it from the mind to the stomach to the heart, and then with a decision you bring it into the material plane by taking action. Taking the action is kickstarting the fractal expression of the change you have made. And when you interfere with someone — making the decision for him by pushing your will on him — you get an incomplete spiritual process. You deprive him from his self-responsibility by being other-responsible. We created this beautiful, newly coined German word — it doesn’t exist in German — it’s like “free of will.” You accompany someone; you give him the inspiration to do things; you act as a mirror to reflect where he stands. But you leave all the choices — the understanding, the intention, the will and the choice — you leave it all with him. And then he can take that holistic step of self-healing. The moment you apply too much pressure, or expect him to achieve something, you interfere with the divine system on the other side, and it’s getting distorted.
Niels: So you let go, and you just — yeah. And what about the good news also, for humanity here?
Harald: The good news is that we have achieved things in the quality. The bad news is it’s not there in the quantity yet. It’s achievable as an inspiration, but because so many people are stuck in the mental, they do not pick up on the inspiration — they just continue to live in their echoes.
Niels: But the more seeds we plant, the more it will spread, I guess. The easier the inspiration will be picked up. And then maybe the last question: how do we make the unconscious people conscious?
Harald: We don’t. They make it themselves.
Niels: We just have to inspire them.
Harald: From the time when I was still in technology development, we have this beautiful insight: there is no invention more powerful than the one you use with passion yourself. If you find a path, if you find something new with passion, and you apply it on yourself and use it yourself with passion, people see you in your happiness, and they will want it for themselves. The most powerful tool I have — this is what people say — is the quality of my voice. Because when you listen to what I say, you can feel the broad spectrum of heart consciousness shimmering through my voice. And people who are stuck in their mental field, and they talk like this, will feel poor.
Niels: It’s so crazy that if you see previous podcasts of you, you’re like — and now you get a calm one here.
Harald: This is the shining quality of something you have applied on yourself. I remember myself wanting to be the one who makes the difference. But before I healed myself, I had no inspiration on my side. I wanted it so much — because I had an idea of my soul plan, but I wanted to be there before I got there. So everything I created was a big mess for everyone else. And the moment when I accepted that lesson — that it’s me who needs to heal first — I took a whole year off from that heated path of busy, busy mental, to completely pull back from public, giving things a break, fixing it in myself. And then slowly I came back, and people were going, “Where are you? What have you been? You were taken by the dark side.” And no — I was not taken. I was just doing my homework.
Niels: But you never got banged by institutions, or big companies, or governments?
Harald: In the beginning they tried. They tried to kill me a couple of times, really — every six weeks, kind of.
Niels: What?
Harald: But it was because I was still caught in duality. I don’t blame them — it was just reflecting on my own nastiness. There is always someone who has to rock the cradle. And when I let go of duality, nothing happened afterwards. I don’t even have trolls bugging me anymore. It’s not happening, because I don’t have that resonance in me.
Niels: Well, you speak very calm — but if you wouldn’t speak so calm, you wouldn’t do this whole day, and afterwards, “oh, another podcast.” How many hours are you talking now? Fourteen? And tomorrow again, and maybe the day after. So you have to speak calm, or you wouldn’t do it.
Harald: Yeah. It’s the higher levels expressing themselves through me, so I don’t have energy issues with it, because it’s supported from the core. The body gets tired at a certain point, of course — because you need your detoxing cycles in the night, and if you overdo it, don’t mess with that. But it’s not that I’m draining myself on a soul level. It’s all well supported, so it’s okay. And I don’t need to concentrate on what I say, because it’s talking through me. In any case — I have no clue what I’ve been talking about for the last two hours.
Niels: Well, maybe one last question. We get so caught up in technology. I think we didn’t go fully through it — about going back to nature, to Mother Gaia, and having this technology combined with modern nature. Or do you think we fully need to leave it, actually?
Harald: In the end we need to leave it. We need to leave it — yes, the black mirrors.
Niels: But how do we find connection to nature again? Or do we just need to leave it, like you say — go away from it and go with nature?
Harald: I don’t know what’s going to evolve. I see two possibilities for the future. Either the ones who leave it will shine so bright that the ones who are still on it will get jealous — this is the more beautiful path. Or the universe will lose its patience with us and just send down a beautiful sunstorm to break down the entire technosphere to bits and pieces, and rip it off from us in one big strike. And then all those people will be dropped into their pain.
Niels: So you cannot use technology to an advantage?
Harald: No. There’s nothing good about it. If you use a cell phone, you deprive yourself from the need to develop your telepathy abilities. You will not develop them, because you don’t need to develop them. If you are in need of telepathic communication — because there is no other way to communicate with your family — you will develop the skills. So what is good about a cell phone? “You need to call.” No, you don’t need to. You need to develop your telepathic abilities. And as long as you use the phone: A) you kill your receptors for the telepathic bit, and B) there’s no need to develop anything. So it’s just blocking our natural abilities.
Look back to Steiner. When electricity came up — and they just had the 220-volt supply in the walls of a building — Steiner said: this is disabling my perception to such a high degree that I lose my spirituality when I’m living close to a 220-volt grid, with maybe a radio and a light bulb connected to it. And now we have a whole technosphere — a skyscraper of frequencies — sitting on top of us, blocking every single natural access to frequencies the body might have, blocking the ley lines, blocking everything. It’s a nightmare of frequencies.
Niels: So how do we get back to that? Do we need to go fully into nature — three, four times a week, go chill there — or get back to Mother Gaia?
Harald: The good thing is: if you manage to raise your frequency to a certain extent, above the average level you’re living in, then you create a form of hyperspace, so that the technological frequencies flow around you. They flow around your own hyperspace — you’re like your own UFO.
Niels: Like you’re strengthened in that way?
Harald: Yeah. It’s like in a UFO — they don’t go through you. But you need to get rid of the heavy metals in your system, because this is what pulls radiation into the tissue. Like 20, 30 centimeters of mercury loads in the physicality — 20, 30 centimeters of intake of radiation. If this is out, you’re halfway protected. If you then raise your frequency and hold a higher energy density in your aura — by not having all the leaks of being traumatized, by healing, by self-healing — then you can stabilize your own hyperspace, and even 5G doesn’t feel painful.
Niels: And do you take all the products at once, from timeloopsolution.com, or how do you advise going forward?
Harald: No. I would check where to start from. The most common thing you see is a disabled liver on the detoxing part — a liver that is in a shock state, by having an overload of poison: antibiotics, pesticides, fungicides taken with food, medications, psychoactive substances. The best thing for that is silicon dioxide, magnesium — but if you have a disabled liver, the only really intelligent path is to revive it first.
Niels: So not by products?
Harald: There is a product that is helping. But I can give you a guarantee only if you take the personalized form. You have an individual examination — dark-field microscopy of your blood, radionic analysis. Then you get an analysis of the history of the deterioration of your system, and then you can get a personalized product that is unwinding that path, bringing your liver back into life. This is where we have the experience — it works in 99% of the cases. This is done in personal communication with the Institute for Infopathy. They make the personal analysis. They are basically the institute behind the brand that is trading the custom-made products. The personal work is still done in person by the institute. And then you get the things to detox the liver. If you need any additional products to help your body go through the resetting phase of your liver, you can buy that stuff there also, or the covid-related products you can buy directly at BioPure.
Sometimes, you know — if you get into this flow of talking, it’s quick. It has a high form of coherence. I hope it turns out to be digestible if you listen to it. Maybe you need to listen to it a couple of times.
Niels: Yeah, I think I didn’t fully grasp some things — but it’s good.
Harald: For me it’s difficult, because I have the transformed physics in me. From the internal perspective it’s all extremely logical, and I try to transport the beauty of that view as an emotion, for people who are still hooked on the university physics. They might get stuck on the paradigm shift. When I talk about two different time qualities that we overlay — this is not in the books yet. If I say the big bang is in the middle of time, the best thing I can offer is a song we produced. But this is where Bentov is very good — “Stalking the Wild Pendulum” is Bentov; if you know the concept, you can read it. It’s difficult to get there in a completely scientific way.
The best thing I found is a text written by Tom Bearden — not his books, they do not give that access — but a text he wrote for the son of a friend, who was not knowing if he should study electrical engineering or physics. So Bearden wrote a little advice to the son of his friend that ended up being a complete overview about the fringe physics that is not in the books. Starting with the full electrodynamic equations as formulated by Maxwell, going to Whittaker — who actually formulated the integrated field theory, the full equations — going to a researcher who, in nonlinear optics, basically gave all the experimental proof for the full equations. So there is a development in physics; if you know where to look, you can learn it, with all the equations. The thing is that the mathematics to it is not taught at university. So you need to go to Maxwell and find the old mathematics — the quaternion equations — to understand scalar physics in the form where you can write the equations and make the calculations. And you hardly find people who do that job.
One intermediate step was Matti Pitkänen, with Topological Geometrodynamics. He is kind of spot-on and can integrate all things in his equations and calculations. But I found like three people worldwide who could perceive Matti Pitkänen, and even read his papers without dropping out. And then you have the Quantum Gravity Research that is coming from the pure geometric and numerological approach — doing higher-dimensional physics, taking it from the realm of possibilities and then coming down to conclusions of how this reality is built. Like having an 8D with a 4D cross-cut that is projected by perspective onto a 3D projection. This is what you can derive just from the numbers. And it meets these three approaches. Maybe you take Global Scaling as the fourth one, to deal with the resonant frequencies and resonant sizes — to understand the shaping and the size of things, and the frequencies that apply as resonance frequencies. This all comes together in a point, to give you a new understanding of what we actually experience here. And the perspectivation you can see from quantum gravity — this is the beauty of it. What do we experience? We experience singular perspectives — through my eyes, through your eyes, through his eyes — experiencing a shared reality. This is quantum gravity at its best, and it’s exactly what we experience. The reality we perceive is not primary; it is a shared experience we create together.
Niels: And can everyone be a scientist like you, actually?
Harald: Good question. I don’t know. First of all, start reading — reading a lot. Reading does a lot; it helps a lot to take in information. To give another example: the table of elements by Walter Russell is more like harmony — it’s a beautiful piece.
Niels: That’s the table of — what’s his name again, that they learn in school? Mendeleev?
Harald: Yeah. It’s just a piece of paper. But if you see how Walter Russell does it — for one part, you have to take a lot of information into you, and then also, I think, some imagination, some logical imagination. I can share the basic trick that I applied on my reality, on my life: if I saw something that I did not understand, I didn’t come to the conclusion “this is wrong.” I came to the conclusion that I apparently need to read it as many times as necessary until I understand what it’s telling me.
Niels: That’s true.
Harald: And there is no shame in not understanding. For me it’s just: I acknowledge here’s an expert who worked his ass off to understand the field of research, and he’s giving his best to share his experience — and I don’t get stuck with the wording. This is one of the major traps. Look at Wilhelm Reich: Reich got stuck with orgone and DOR and other words he invented, because he wanted to be the one who is the hero. I can disgrace him on that — I can say, “You were an idiot, you don’t know nothing, because you’re not able to express yourself in the terms of normal science.” Or I take him as a human, and I try to extract the vision he had from what he wrote, and I take it onto the geometric plane. Because only on the geometric plane can you combine it with other findings, to find the common element. The geometry is not sensitive to wording; it’s just the visual. And if you reduce things to the visual, you can compare them with each other, and you will find the common element, instead of finding the contradiction in the wording. You can ask: what is true? Is orgone true, or is prana true, or is scalar potential true? They are three words for the same thing. This is what you see when you reduce everything to numbers and geometry. This is how you learn: you go into the complexity of something, then you reduce it to the visual aspect, and then you integrate the visual aspect into what you already know. And the more you learn, the simpler it gets.
Niels: That’s true.
Harald: This is the miracle and the secret of doing proper research: learn more to get things more simple.
Niels: And what is the basic that you would start with, in your perception?
Harald: With your own spirit — with developing your capabilities of understanding, getting them away from the solely mental. Because the mental is always expressing itself in language, and in language you will always face contradictions and not unifications. This is something you can process when you open up to the visual. And this always has emotional components as well. You cannot understand mathematics unless you have developed the ability to experience beauty, because it’s one and the same. Beauty is the expression of order in the universe. Go stare at fractal zooms for 25 hours, and you will start to develop an idea of beauty — by observing the different geometries and symmetries. That gives you an understanding of nature on the deepest level.
Niels: And maybe also learn lots of languages? Because every book that has been translated, there’s a catch in it.
Harald: Yeah. I read a lot in English.
Niels: It’s more difficult than in Dutch — what your mother tongue says. But if you want to read Carl Jung, maybe it’s better to know German.
Harald: Maybe. I was raised partly in the Mediterranean, so my second mother tongue was Hebrew. And maybe it’s good to have a Semitic language as a contrast to a Greek- or Latin-based language, because the way of thinking behind a Semitic language is completely different. It’s completely connotative — giving you a root consonant structure for a field of meanings. You maneuver through fields of meanings, more than you maneuver through concrete meaning that is identified with a thing. This is the trap of Greek philosophy: that you think language is capable of identifying words with things. Coming from a Semitic background, this is complete nonsense — it’s not working, it’s not even in the understanding of language. When you grow up in this, and then you see a Greek philosopher trying to identify things with words, you go, “What is he doing there?”
Niels: Yeah, some languages have two or three words where another language has just one.
Harald: German is precise — you have one word for one thing. English is somehow simulating this broad connotative field by having five words that mean five different things, overlapping other words.
Niels: And negative words also, right? Like in Belgium, you always have a broad spectrum of interpretation, to not be precise.
Harald: For a German mind this is mind-blowing — how can you say something without saying something?
Niels: I have to end it — we’re going to make two podcasts of this, because right now we opened a whole new domain here. But this is why I got fully into the mental field: because I was very traumatized in early childhood, where I was completely lost, and then I just followed everyone in my environment, not questioning my own power or my own being in existence — just hooking onto people’s existence and learning from them. But what about the people here in this Matrix? They are like non-player characters, as they say — we live in a simulation, in a simulated room. What is your thought on that? They say 66.6% of all people are not real, that they are unconscious robots from the Matrix itself, that there are only a limited amount of real souls here. Or are we all real souls here, having a human experience?
Harald: From my experience, most of us have a real soul background, but many of us have chucked them out of existence. So the soul is somehow attached, but more in the function of an observer. In a cinema, you see a movie — it’s happening, you can’t intervene, because your avatar is completely hooked to a control mode where he is played, and the soul cannot influence the outcome of his deeds anymore, because it doesn’t get access to the system. The only entry point is the heart chakra. If it is blocked, the soul has nothing. The last thing we are used to is the conscience: you have a slight feeling of wrong and right, and when you follow the wrong path you feel bad, but you don’t really know why. This is the last window that is now closing, where the soul can take influence. But most of the people are beyond that point — they can do anything, and they couldn’t care less about their conscience. Follow the money, you know. Make money. “A job to do, contracted for a job, so I have to do the job.”
Niels: Give me a break. Let’s make a break — let’s go to sleep, it’s late. And Harald, thank you so much for being here.
Co-host: Thank you so much for also being here. It’s an honor — my first time as a co-host. It’s an all-different experience.
Niels: Yeah, I have to shut up more. And next time you will be the guest — we’ll do another podcast together. So, give a like, subscribe, join the tribe. Any last words?
Harald: Good night. Fight for your right. It’s been a long day, so not much words are needed anymore.
Niels: All the details from Harald Kautz you can find in the description. Do the research, question everything — because you just saw one podcast, there’s many more things to see and learn. Go forward from there. Thank you, Harald.
Harald: You’re welcome. Thank you so much.
